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The damage is done,
I have no one
No one to smoke
midnight cigarettes with
No one to ask
the question "what if"?
No one to hurt
When I need something to break
No one to blame
For my stupid mistakes
I know the damage is done
But why do I feel that I have won?
I have no one
No one to smoke
midnight cigarettes with
No one to ask
the question "what if"?
No one to hurt
When I need something to break
No one to blame
For my stupid mistakes
I know the damage is done
But why do I feel that I have won?
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What we used to have
Those eyes, those attractive features...for two years he had haunted me wherever I went, and now he was standing before me – alive and well. Five long years, and yet those five years had barely touched his outer appearance. He reminded me still of the youth I met back then, when we could have been something called friends, instead of strangers with some memories. While not scrutinising him, I did take my time taking in what I recognised and what five years had changed in the one who mustered me as well. He was still pale, under his eyes the signs of his insomnia could be seen even after all this time. The biggest change was his snakebite piercings. A wry smile, and I then wiped sudden tears aside, the moment I noticed the one feature that caught my eye five years prior. “Still liking the emo-style I see.” A pale smile, and he then shook his head – the fringe of his dark hair fell further into his eyes and his fingers then tugged at some of the strands, a bit self-conscious it
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memos to my eating disorder
1. i hate your guts.
2. i still feel pride when i tell people what you made me do.
3. you're sick. and twisted. and disgusting.
4. but so am i.
5. i'm sorry.
6. i was never good enough for you.
7. LEAVE ME ALONE.
8. why are you always there?
9. why won't you go away?
10. i can't stop writing you love letters.
11. you make me want to throw up.
12. ironic, huh.
13. why are you even here?
14. why can't i get rid of you?
15. why don't i want to get rid of you?
16. i miss you. come back.
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Burned Out
They don't know what to do, they're burned out like me
A fire that's been lit for far too long like me
They're thinking what a hopeless case like me
"she isn't even getting better," like me
"why does she self-sabotage?" like me
But do they even understand what it's like to be like me?
I'm burned out, but they don't feel the burn like me
I'm fed up, but they don't feel the fire like me
Do you understand what it's like to have your teenagehood wiped away like me?
They say the grass is greener on the other side but it's wilted like me
They define crazy as a word to be like me
But is it crazy to scream for help into the void like me?
To have ever
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oh my god this really strong i love it